| new hair |
[Feb. 23rd, 2009|06:44 pm] |
new hair. |
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| so yeah |
[Feb. 17th, 2009|08:49 pm] |
swimming's over! i'm going to start posting a lot more i hope.
uhhhhh so i went to california and it was really fun. my new hair has grown on me--haha. i'm beginning to like it a little more but i still have to wear it straight all of the time which is really annoying.
now that swimming is over im starting to set weekly goals for myself i guess? like, this week im cleaning my room and the bathroom because both need to be cleaned and i feel like i have so much extra time that i can definitely manage that.
ps im starting like a diet/workout plan. WOO HOO.
more later : ) |
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| GUESS WHAT |
[Jan. 21st, 2009|08:53 pm] |
I CUT MY HAIR.
and the picture in my first entry REALLY makes me miss it: (
pictures later when i find my camera and you guys can tell me what you think |
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[Jan. 13th, 2009|10:44 pm] |
| [ | sports? |
| | EAGLES still | ] |
| [ | feeling? |
| |  nervous | ] |
| [ | tunes? |
| | twilight still | ] |
ps--to do list. im trying to help myself get organized for all of this : \
math:review day tomorrow, then get some practice problems and do them
english:sparknotes all the books and write the stuff we talked about/essay topics on the review paper she gave us.
physics:review day tomorrow, ask questions on quizzes and get practice problems/re-do what i got wrong on the tests.
history:go through all notes--highlight and re-read. make an outline for that stupid essay that i dont want to do. study note cards made all throughout the year and write down major ideas?
IM NOT EVEN GOING TO DO THIS. seriously im such a slacker. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2009|10:38 pm] |
| [ | sports? |
| | ha, EAGLES. | ] |
| [ | feeling? |
| | nervous | ] |
| [ | tunes? |
| | twilight soundtrack?? | ] |
finals, you're killing me.
thursday is math and english. im nervous about math but ive studied, but i haven't studied at all of english--priority i guess.
friday is physics and history. i've studied a lot for physics and we have a review day tomorrow, but im so nervous for history, i REALLY need to study for that. |
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| i said puck you, miss |
[Jan. 9th, 2009|10:24 pm] |
just reminded by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) buetkween of how much i adore summer heights high. <3<3.
im still really sick, which sucks so much. my mom wont let me sleep out tonight so i think eva's just coming over--if she can deal with me coughing all night. i feel like such shit, i really hate being sick. i can't hear very well at all, and im coughing all the time. what's worse is that my mom--even though she's a doctor--thinks that tylenol cold will cure me, so that's all im taking because she doesn't feel like getting me an actual doctor's appointment. i know, i sound like a little kid bitching about this, but im crabby and about to throw up because im coughing so hard. FUCK THIS, seriously.
in other news, school sucks. i really can't describe how much i hate school right now. i'm slacking in all of my classes and getting really careless because im tired of trying, but i can't really do that with finals in FIVE DAYS. im ready to die, and MORE than ready for this semester to be done with. i hate all this pressure. grading people becomes increasingly offensive to me as time goes on, probably because my grades are slipping, ha. i have found a college im REALLY interested in though. pepperdine university. it's a christian school in malibu, which seems really cool. and it's not like, crazy fundamentalist or anything--i think it'll be good for me. and it's division one in sports and a REALLY good school. WOW pressure's on.
got an mri for my ankle yesterday, jason (my trainer) says im going back in the boot. woooow failure. i can still swim though, which is great.
THIS IS ABOUT GOD. SKIP IT IF YOU THINK IM A PUSHY CHRISTIAN. lately ive been feeling really far from god. i dont know why. younglife didn't go over break, but i still spent time with em my leader and with people from yl so i dont know what's going on. it scares me. i have anxiety and i was getting to a point with god where i could feel myself sort of leaving that partially...i know that sounds stupid but i still felt it, but now it's back and full-fledged. i really want to drink and smoke again. i just feel really lost and far from god lately, and i hate that feeling. i missed campaigners (bible study) this week because i was sick, and that killed me because i really needed that. i'm going to go out with em sometime this upcoming week, but im also thinking of getting some yl people together to do a mini-campaigners. i dont know if that sounds stupid, whatever. it just sucks because i was at such a good place, the best place i've ever been and now it's gone and i dont know why. a;lkjdioajerlkansg this is more frustrating than school and being sick combined, i think.DONE.
im gonna go make some brownies and wait for eva to get home. i was too busy hanging out with homeless people in my church's basement to go out with her tonight. that sounded resentful, it wasn't.
have a good weekend : ) |
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| im sick |
[Jan. 6th, 2009|03:23 pm] |
yeah, im sick. i have some sort of virus? i dont even know..but i mean its not a stomach virus, i just have a horrible throat ache.
i woke up at a regular time for school today, and immediately i felt the repercussions not only of this stupid virus, but also of swimming yesterday because we swam SO MUCH. i thought i was going to throw up, and i've never felt that before. so then i went back to bed and went in to see my mom around 12pm to get some medicine. then i went to wendys and took another nap. since then i've been listening to preston and steve.
i wish i led an exciting life, hahah. this made me feel better a little ;).
im gonna go sleep more and look at the cobra snake more. wooooooo being sick sucks |
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| is it possible if i went in through a different entrance to the link the eagles would have won? |
[Jan. 2nd, 2009|06:30 pm] |
lakjsdfoiu i LOVE preston and steve, hah. so yeah i haven't posted in a while. i went up to new york again to see my friend lucie on the tuesday before christmas and came home the next day, but that was really fun.
christmas was good, i got new uggs--the like...tanish ones? and gift cards to victoria's secret and starbucks and then some clothes. i went to the beach for new years which was really fun. other than that i really dont know what to say? haha whatever.
OH. so i had a think with this guy over the summer, we'll call him "x" just for fun. so x and i had a thing but then he turned out to be a real dick so we sort of stopped talking. so on new years i texted a lot of people being like "happy new year!" and he was one of them, but IRONICALLY, he texted me back. so i guess we've been talking a lot since then, which is cool but like...i dont know he's weird. like, he'll never make an effort to see me, which sucks because i kinda just want to be friends and hang out honestly. so i dont really know what to do. whatever.
i have to go watch these two stupid chinese movies for extra credit in history. woo hoo. hope everyone's having a great break: ) |
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| with machetes stored in his pants....matches. |
[Dec. 18th, 2008|08:11 pm] |
hahahahah i cannot get enough of preston and steve! its this radio show in philly, and they're the best : D rivulets knows how it is, ha.
IM GOING TO NEW YORK TOMORROW! we're going to spend a day in the city i guess and then on saturday we're seeing the duke basketball team play, i'm SO excited! i love duke games : ) i'm so excited to just get out of school. i hate going around big cities like a tourist, but my family has spent quite a lot of time traveling all over europe so i think we've got the non-touristy ability down, hopefully.
but yeah, yesterday sucked a lot. mrs. fulvio accused me of ostracizing my friend "h", and like....WHAT?! how is that any of my ENGLISH TEACHER'S business? but with all the stress and shit im going through right now, i just broke down and this girl mich who goes to younglife with me saw me in the hallway and gave me the biggest hug ever and talked to me for a while, which was great. that's the epitome of younglife for me--compassion for others no matter what. i love it so much.
speaking of younglife, bible study today was the best one i've ever been to. everyone was really involved because our usual leaders emily and peter weren't there so it was just matt leading us and he was like "im not gonna lie, you guys are gonna get what you put into this", and everyone got really involved. it was great.
i have to go christmas shopping : \ i have hardly any money though, this is so stressful. i got emily and eva each a ring and bracelet, and im gonna get peter a starbucks card, rachel a starbucks card, and then my mom and sister presents. there's NO WAY i have enough money for that. ;LSKAJSDOFIJAS;DLKGNASSO;IUFJ.
i have to take out a familial loan for that one.....: | |
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| all the ends of the earth, all the creature of the seas |
[Dec. 16th, 2008|08:14 pm] |
i love preston and steve, hahahah: D
blah so today was not a good day. i dont even know why but for some reason it just sucked, which is really annoying. and i have so freaking much work for tonight, i have no idea how i'm going to get it all done.
TO DO
hamlet research paper--4 to 7 pages
physics test tomorrow--STUDY
1 pg comparison about two articles on africa--SO FREAKING IMPORTANT
SERIOUSLY?? oh goodness. |
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| argentina: economic miracle to political meltdown |
[Dec. 15th, 2008|10:04 pm] |
alright well i'm dying with my workload/swimming right now. i can't even explain to you how frustrated i am. it's leaving me absolutely no time for social stuff, which sucks because i feel like high school is the time in your life when you learn about social situations and stuff...if that makes sense. i really am worried that im losing friends and that sucks.
all i have to do:
hamlet research paper due wednesday
argentina research paper due next tuesday
math quiz tomorrow
physics test wednesday
history two article comparison due wednesday
swim practice: tomorrow, wed, fri, mon, sat
swim meets: thurs, tues
also, im starting to feel my self-esteem seriously plummet. not only in this category, but still: i really want to lose weight, but its really really hard for me with swimming because i'm automatically super hungry all the time : |
GUH WHY IS LIFE SO HARD RIGHT NOW?!
and i have no money for christmas shopping. splendid. |
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| so. |
[Dec. 7th, 2008|10:09 pm] |
i just saw twilight.
and i dont care how stupid that is of me because i loved it/edward is a god. OH LORDY. and yeah i completely blew off studying for my HUGE history test tomorrow to go see it, and it was completely worth it.
GAAAAH. so good, soooooo goooood.
but yeah, this weekend has been lame, i dont really have anything whatsoever to post about. school tomorrow, that should be fun...i have the biggest test known to man in history that--as mentioned above--i haven't started studying for. then physical therapy with jason, then swimming, then younglife. WOOHOO busy day. hope you all had a great weekend! :D |
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| ARMY NAVY GAME TODAY. |
[Dec. 6th, 2008|12:31 am] |
nothing long again today, considering it's 12.32 and i have to get up in about 7 hours to get ready for the game.
BUT IT'S ALL FINE BECAUSE IM IN ROW 10 AT THE ARMY VS. NAVY GAME AND I CAN'T WAAAAAIT!!!
school today was pretty good, then i did physical therapy with my trainer jason, and he taped me up for my meet that i had tonight. between PT and the meet, i babysat for a few hours. our meet was at 7.30--freaking LATE--and it went on forever and ever. we finally got done at 10ish, and we got home around 10.30. then i went out and spent all the money i earned babysitting getting chinese and wendy's (yeah both, im a machine) with maisy, who i love so much. : )
today's been sort of an off day for me though. you know when you get those days that you just feel sad a lot and like...i dont know. i just remember on the bus ride home from the meet i felt really really really sad for some reason, which sucks because i haven't been sad like that in a relatively long time (considering i have depressive tendencies...) so to have that come back tonight was pretty shitty. but once i got off the bus and hung out with maisy, i was good. she's SO FUNNY, seriously.
but yeah, im going to bed. tomorrow's going to be amazing, i can't wait. apparently the apparel is "spirit, no denim" so i guess i'm gonna wear underarmor leggings and long-sleeved shirt, then black pants, a yellow shirt, my northface, a white hat and my "beat navy" pin if i can find it--EVEN THOUGH MY DAD IS NAVY. unfortunately my mom's whole family is army, so the tickets we have are on the army side because we got them through my uncle. sucks for my dad, ha. but i guess it's fine because navy is supposed to KILL army so he'll have his reasons to gloat, ha.
ALRIGHTY GOODNIGHT! have an AMAZING weekend!<3 |
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| got me flashin' keys and i dont even own a car |
[Dec. 4th, 2008|05:38 pm] |
guh i can't post a long one today; i just got home from practice, and im about to go to the gym to swim the whole practice. so basically i went and did physical therapy with my trainer jason from 2.05 until 3.30 and then sat and watched my team practice from 3.30 until 4.30 theeeennn did dryland practice from 4.30 until 5.15, and now im home and about to go and swim that practice. BLAH and i still have a LOT of homework to do! : |
thankfully, i can go to the meet tomorrow--even though i can't swim in it at least i'll be there.
but yeah. school was good, i had bible study this morning. i'm trying to think of something more interesting to talk about, but i have no idea. i have so much fucking work this week/into the next two-three weeks, it's not okay.
AND ASL;DFJASLDKFJ now i have to go unload the stupid dishwasher. COME ON. leave me something nice like some song recommendations or something, i'd love you forever:D |
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| i think you're fine, you really blow my mind |
[Dec. 3rd, 2008|09:03 pm] |
so today was really good. school was also really good. afterschool i had a doctor's appointment where i got my boot off and now all i have is a little lace-up brace! so then i went to practice, and the trainer jason taped me up and i was able to swim, finally! then i went out to starbucks and renato's with eva :D
but when i came home i started looking at cobrasnake and i realized how much i NEED some excitement and fun in my life. the only problem? i have no. idea. what to do to make that happen. any ideas would be much appreciated : ) i'm thinking, i need some excitement with the male population--to be completely honest. also, i need some excitement within my group of friends--which makes me feel like i might also need to branch out as well. who knows.
i wanna dye my hair and get new clothes and jewelry and go somewhere and just kill it, but all the excitement im getting right now is mickey avalon through my speakers.
blah leave me some ideas. : )
ps--this looks just like the guy i posted the other day, but darker. nice.
--DJ SKEET SKEET PARTYING IT UP ON LAST NIGHT'S PARTY! |
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| where the west was all but won |
[Dec. 1st, 2008|09:43 pm] |
first matter of business: my dream man
now that's taken care of, we can get down to business without that distracting me.
today was an extraordinary day : ) for some reason, i absolutely adore saying that, because it makes me realize just how true the statement is for every single day of my life. school was pretty good, i did a whole lot of nothing. then i went to physical therapy for my ankle (i overstretched the ligaments on the outside of my ankle) and then to swim practice, where i just sat there and watched because i can't swim until my doctor okays it.
blah what else? i'm obsessed with this song, my affinity for thecobrasnake.com--ANOTHER LINK whoa, im linkin' it up today--is growing exponentially. i think that basically just increases my stalker rating, considering it's a website where you see pictures from parties all around the world and other people partying, but honestly i think that the pictures are really cool and artistic. isn't that a job you'd love to have?! going to parties all. around. the. world and taking pictures of them? that'd be so cool.
alright, im leaving. i still need to:
shower, do all my homework, and re-paint my nails.
GOODNIGHT!
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| about me |
[Nov. 30th, 2008|02:48 pm] |
i'm johanna : ) |
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